Brittany

I am Brittany, a YOUNG MOM, and this is my story.

Brittany, 26, lives in Wayne County, NC with her two children. 

As told to Jasmine Getrouw-Moore, Young Families Connect Media Outreach Coordinator (June 2017).

*Name Changed for confidentiality

Preacher’s Kid

Meet Brittany, a young mom from Wayne County, NC.  Brittany shares her journey as a preacher’s kid, deciding to get distance herself from unhealthy relationships, and Young Families Connect.

I am a preacher’s kid. I grew up participating in church activities, and serving as a leader at my church. My community was church.  I wasn’t quite exposed to what was going on outside of my church. My father wanted to make sure that I was sheltered from bad influences. I was so shielded that by the time I turned eighteen years old, I started to explore my independence and truly started to rebel from my parents. This was period in my life that lasted a few years. During this time where I first started to rebel, I stopped going to school regularly during my senior year of high school. I got some tattoos, started to hang out and party with other people so much that by the time the second quarter of my senior year was coming to an end, I realized that I was in danger of not graduating. I was scared!  This was a wake-up call that I had to get myself together, and I did! Instead of finishing school in Wayne County, where I would have had to make up classes, pretty much stay back, and repeat the 12^th grade, I called my aunt in Washington, D.C. where I finished the 12^th grade (during the same school year) with honors.

Discovering Myself, New Relationships

I returned to North Carolina before moving to Georgia for college. I was unhappy there and decided to return back to North Carolina. During this time, I continued to hang out with my friends, party and have fun. I wasn’t living with my parents at this time because they wouldn’t have allowed me to live my life the way I wanted to live- hanging out with friends, partying and having a fun. I lived with my friend. I was trying to move on from one roller coaster ride of an unhealthy relationship, and I reconnected with someone I knew, Tim*. Tim and I started to seriously date in summer 2011. And I would soon find out that this relationship was yet another roller coaster ride. This was an unhealthy, toxic relationship.

Family Woman

When I look back, I realize that Tim gave me some comfort during a time when I was getting over another relationship. At that time, I was still participating on the party scene, not taking care of my body by consuming alcohol and prescription medicine which made my birth control ineffective. As a result, I became pregnant with our first child, my daughter, in November 2011.  When I found out I was pregnant, I was scared. I was unmarried and concerned about what my family would think. I was concerned about how the church community would respond and how my friends would respond. I was also afraid to talk to my dad about things that were going with me like my feelings about being a single mother and the current state of my relationship. I moved in with Tim at his mother’s house. When I moved in, he moved out. We had a toxic relationship: he cheated, even had another child with another person. We argued and even fought but I didn’t want to break up the family structure.

Moving On and Ahead

I became pregnant again with my second child which is when I discovered Young Families Connect, after meeting Mrs. Donna. After I had my second child, I realized that my relationship with Tim wasn’t healthy. I was holding on to Tim out of fear of losing my family structure but not realizing that the family structure wasn’t solid if it was toxic. Through the support and guidance of the Young Families Connect team in Wayne County, I have been able to leave Tim and focus on my needs. Mrs. Donna helped me to focus on a career path. With the support of the Young Families Connect community and especially Mrs. Donna, I have been able to live a healthier happier life. I have focused on my goals, became a Certified Nurse Assistant and used the skills from this program to co-parent my children with Tim. I know I do not have to be in a relationship with him to be give my children the support they need. Moving on and ahead, I am focused on having a healthy, happy family starting with a healthy me.

Brenisha- YFC Rockingham

I am Brenisha, a YOUNG MOM, and this is my story.

Brenisha, 23, lives in Rockingham County, NC with her husband, daughter (6 years old) and son (10 month old). 

As told to Jasmine Getrouw-Moore, Young Families Connect Media Outreach Coordinator (June 2017).

New County, New Community 

I relocated to Rockingham County about 2 years ago. One day, last year, I was at an appointment at the Social Services Department where I saw information about the Young Families Connect program, a program for young people who are pregnant and or parenting. At the time, I was in my first trimester with my son. I thought it would be smart for me to contact the program for more social support with my family since I was new to the area. I made my first contact by going onto the website and emailing Dawn (former coordinator). She emailed me back, scheduled an enrollment appointment at the Young Families Connect (Rockingham County) office and I have been a part of the program ever since May 2016! When I first came into YFC, I wanted to focus on how I could manage becoming a mom of two. I wanted to reduce the feelings of panic I had when I thought about having another baby. My daughter was my whole world – I had to get used to extending that feeling to another child. I also focused on healthier nutrition for myself and my family and drinking more water. These goals became very helpful for me during my pregnancy. The support from the program has been wonderful!

Managing Gestational Diabetes

After I had been in the program for two months, at 32 weeks pregnant, my doctor diagnosed me with gestational diabetes. I did not have that condition when I was pregnant with my daughter. Gestational diabetes happens when a pregnant person’s body is producing too much insulin which can be unhealthy for the body. This condition goes away when the baby is born. When a person has gestational diabetes, they have a strict diet, helpful for managing insulin. The diet consists of low carbohydrates and healthy vegetables. I felt like I was always hungry, but I didn’t want to have a sick baby. My doctor sent me to a diabetes education class where I learned about how to manage my diabetes by counting my carbs and eating a healthy diet. There, I learned what I should do to support my gestational diabetes, but YFC supported me by showing me how to make healthy meals for myself and my family. I came to learn how supportive my new YFC family was during this time when I shared this news with Dawn, Daphne and the other young families who participated in the program with me. When I was scared or stressed out, I was able to lean into this group. If I had a concern about something related to my fears with gestational diabetes or anything, they would help me or find the answer if they weren’t sure of the answer. During my pregnancy, I often walked with other YFC moms, and we cooked nutritious meals during in our healthy cooking classes. I started new goals for myself, like drinking more water and recognizing what types of food I was putting in my body and how it affected myself and growing son.

Leaning into a Support Group

Even though I felt better about managing my gestational diabetes with helpful tips from the diabetes education class and group classes with Young Families Connect, I was still scared, sad about this diagnosis. I went to the doctor every week during my pregnancy because of my diagnosis where I had to take a non-stress test. It seemed like I always got new, disappointing information. I always felt tired, sticky from sweating and afraid that I may die because of the symptoms I was experiencing. I was also disappointed because I learned from my prenatal visits that I was unable to have the labor and delivery experience I planned. With these never-ending fears, I was able to lean into the community of support with Young Families Connect. Another YFC mom shared that she experienced gestational diabetes. Her advice really helped me know what to expect from this experience which helped ease my fears. Other peers helped me with my disappointment from my birth plan change. They gave me helpful advice, encouragement, helped me to look on the bright side, focusing on the health of my baby. My YFC community also helped siblings like my daughter, an only child at the time, learn how to become a big sibling to newborn babies. YFC encouraged my husband to attend classes but due to some schedule conflicts, he was unable to attend; through this, my new community of support was there for me. They continue to encourage the whole family to attend meetings and events.  

Focusing on a Healthy Family, Healthy Baby

Through my pregnancy, I tried to make sure my daughter was okay- that she was comfortable, not letting my worries upset her. I tried my best to meet her needs while coping with changes I was going through from pregnancy and even after I gave birth. I knew that my birth plan wasn’t going to go as planned. I was induced at 39 weeks. I made plans for family to be in town who would care for my new baby while I was healing from labor and delivery. My son had other plans; he was born two weeks later! He was very large which is normal for  babies born to gestational diabetes persons. This experience was disappointing because I didn’t have anyone there to help as I planned and the birth itself was very painful. I tore badly and needed a lot of stitches. I was unable to walk. My doctor put me on bed rest for a few weeks and when I was able, I went to a YFC event. While at the event, I shared with my YFC case manager what I was feeling, that I wasn’t feeling like myself. My case manager talked to me about postpartum depression symptoms and recommended I see my doctor for a follow-up. My son’s pediatrician also asked me about these symptoms. This is a routine part of the postpartum visit because some new parents don’t go back for their visit and end up not getting a proper diagnosis. I was officially diagnosed at this time but didn’t have to take medicine for this. I recognized my symptoms. I was sad out of the blue, crying. MY YFC case manager and my doctor helped to manage my postpartum depression by leaning into my YFC peers and case manager. I shared what I felt with them. I also stayed active in YFC sessions like cooking classes and parenting sessions. With these activities and group support from Young Families Connect, I have been able to focus on all of the positives in my new life with my family. Young Families Connect has taught me that I have to take care of myself before I take care of anyone else. This is what my focus is now- a healthy family starting with a healthy me.

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I AM CORIANA, A YOUNG MOM, AND THIS IS MY STORY.  

Coriana, 21, lives in Wayne County, NC with her son Kaleb (1)

As told to Jasmine Getrouw-Moore, the Media Outreach Coordinator (December 2016).

School Days, Surprising News

My life before Kaleb was about preparing myself for my life. I was a student attending Wayne Community College for Nursing. I had met Kaleb’s dad, Cory* in one of my classes. At first, I thought, I don’t want anything to do with HIM! We eventually became friends getting really close. We then took our relationship a step further and then there was Kaleb! When I found out about Kaleb, I seriously cried. I was at my grandmother’s house, took a pregnancy test and when I saw it was positive, I cried! After I saw my news, I shared the news with my cousin and friend about an hour afterward. I tried to contact Cory, he was unavailable. I left a message for him to call me and finally shared the news with him the next day. When I told Cory, he was shocked. He needed a “minute to process” the news because he was already going through so much in his personal life. This was overwhelming to him, to both of us. In the meantime, I began to share the news with my grandmother who was excited and then my mother who was a little disappointed. My grandmother’s reaction was comforting and a bit validating because I was already experiencing some disappointment within myself.

Once Cory came to grips with the news, he was offered his support, said he accepted the news and was going to be present during this pregnancy.

Coping with Depression During Pregnancy

During my pregnancy, I was actually depressed for some of it. I had all of these thoughts about my life and this new baby such as, I have school, I need money, I ‘ll have this child to take care. I completed the Fall 2014 semester of school but then had to stop attending because I was in and out of the hospital due to my high risk pregnancy having gestational high blood pressure. During one of these hospital visits, a nurse came told me about this program called Young Families Connect.  I thought about what she told me but I honestly didn’t want to be apart of a class sitting around talking with a bunch of people so I didn’t join just as yet.  I was focused on how to make ends meet for this baby I was preparing to raise.  I was applying for jobs daily with no success. During this time, I didn’t have the emotional support from Cory as he stated. I would contact him to participate in my pregnancy and make plans for Kaleb’s future but he wasn’t there.  This made me sad.  My family was upset about this but really, there was nothing we could do.  Even though I was upset by this I have chosen not to keep Kaleb away from his dad.

My mom was supporting me as much as possible but she was also working and had her hands full with caring for our household. During my pregnancy I would just sit around and think about all of the things I had to do to provide for Kaleb. My family and friends would always reassure me that everything will be okay; my friend and cousin would take me out to the movies and help me get my mind off my stressors; help me enjoy myself and not beat myself up.  This was a big help!  Toward the end of my pregnancy, I really became increasingly connected to my religion during my pregnancy.  I began going to church more, reading the Bible every evening and attending Bible Study classes.  I found that there were instances in the Bible that were similar to my situation which would encourage me to not beat myself up like I was earlier in my pregnancy.  Participating in church activities, my community and with my friends helped me to broaden my focus on my whole life, renew my hope. I knew that I was going to take care of Kaleb regardless of my fears.  I became confident that God will take care of all things.

Suddenly Kaleb’s Mom

You know, I didn’t even go into labor! I was a day past the due date given by my provider.  As part of what became a normal routine, I went to the doctor for frequent checkups, a couple times per week due to my high risk pregnancy.  This particular visit, my blood pressure was super high at 210/190 (normal blood pressure is 120/80).  The doctor and nurses were like, you’re going to go straight to the hospital to have this baby!  I didn’t have any contractions or nothing!  When I got to he hospital, they hooked me up to all of these machines, a catheter, and told me that I could have a stroke because my blood pressure was so high.  When they said there was a risk of a stroke, I was so scared.  My mom was scared the whole time but the doctor told me that he thought I should have a C-Section to make sure the baby and I are both okay.  As my mom and I were riding the elevator, I remember saying “I’m not ready!” (referring to being a new mother) to which she replied “whether you’re ready or not, the baby is going to come!”   It was just a shock.  I obviously knew I was going to have a baby during this whole pregnancy but then actually knowing he’s about to be born and be here- MY baby was going to be here.  This was getting real! I was also thinking about what they were going to do to me during this C-Section.

My mom was with me during the whole time I was pregnant and during my delivery.  Kaleb was born on March 11, 2015.

Coming Home, Connecting to Young Families

I came home, showered with gifts for Kaleb from my family and church community.  Kaleb had all of the newborn necessities like diapers and a bassinet. They knew I was going through a hard time without a job, sometime hopeless and they were there for me. Motherhood was still a shock to me during the first few days with Kaleb.  I had a lot of support from family.  Some people weren’t totally aware that I was pregnant because I didn’t feel comfortable sharing with everyone except my mother, grandmother, cousin, and friend. My church family was aware but those were the only people who I shared my pregnancy with. My extended family and neighbors were there waiting for me to come home with Kaleb.  It was a positive experience. I thought about how I have been taking care of my siblings but taking care of Kaleb, my own child is different.  You can’t give YOUR baby back! I was actually going out looking for work at the Public Library, filling out job applications daily, still healing from the C-Section. I was determined to find work. After awhile of having been home with Kaleb, I decided that I needed to do something new. Before Kaleb and I were discharged from the hospital, the same nurse who mentioned Young Families Connect before (during my pregnancy) had given me the information again. I had been thinking about the program and finally decided to call the number.

I made an appointment with Ms. Donna. She taught me how to set goals and ever since I’ve been in the program, she’s been keeping me accountable to the goals I’ve set. When I started Young Families Connect, my main goals were to be emotionally stable and being able to provide for Kaleb and myself. I realized the program wasn’t just about sitting around talking.

Ms. Donna shared that Young Families Connect would pay for my schooling.  I was unable to find a job and couldn’t afford school.  She showed me all of the training programs available to me as a participant in the program. I wanted to continue my nursing path, so I decided to participate in the CNA-I course from June 2015-August 2015. After I completed that course, I chose to  participate in the CNA-II course which ended in December 2015. I got an interview at O’Berry Treatment Center in January and then started working as a Certified Nursing Assistant in February 2016! I was so excited when I got this job.  So thankful for Ms. Donna and Young Families Connect.

Eric and Family.

I am Eric, a YOUNG DAD, this is my story.

Eric, 25, lives in Robeson County, NC with his partner Gabrielle and their sons Braylen (6 years old) and Cameron (8 years old)

As told to Jasmine Getrouw-Moore, Young Families Connect Media Outreach Coordinator (January 2017).

Meet Eric

Eric is from Prospect, North Carolina, a self proclaimed “country boy” who has had lifelong aspirations to be a fireman. Eric is currently, living out his dreams serving as a volunteer fireman and exercising his carpentry skills when and where he can! Currently, Eric is preparing to graduate from barber school.  Eric says that “Young Families Connect has helped me to open more, talk more, be less shy and the program has helped me financially. It has been a long-term support for myself and my family.”

Meeting Gabrielle: Friend and Partner

Gabrielle and I met online and after some time of chatting online, we decided to go on a date. We started to get serious about three or four months into the relationship. Gabrielle had her own place while I was still with my parents, just finishing high school. I eventually moved in with her after our relationship became more and more serious. We have grown to know one another’s likes and dislikes.

I grew up as an only child, so having this friendship with her has really been important to me. She and I have relied on each other quite a bit, from the loss of loved ones to surviving bad work days.  We have truly been partners through sickness and in health, offering mutual comfort during our bad days and good days. I feel rest assured that I can talk to her about anything.

When Gabrielle found out she was pregnant, she was excited and nervous. I was nervous until she gave birth to our eldest son, Cameron. I was working at a local plant doing construction like I had been since high school. It was hard at first. I never thought I would have a kid this young, but I knew I had to tighten up.  As a new, teen parent, I knew that I couldn’t do some of the things that my peers were doing.  I was responsible for another person, my son, Cameron.  Becoming a father taught me how to grow up and be a man.

An Unlikely Referral

I began attending the night program for barber school in January 2015.  During registration, the manager at the time asked me a few questions about my life, my family and my goals with barber school. I shared that I needed financial assistance and understood that I could not get financial aid for barber school. He then shared the benefit of local programs that could help me with the cost of attending school.  One of the programs mentioned that stuck out to me the most was the Young Families Connect program because (according to him) it would truly help me financially with school and childcare. He shared Mrs. Virginia’s number (the Young Family’s Connect Coordinator) with me and I called her, made an appointment to come by the office and signed up. I started participating in all of the classes for Young Families Connect; attending monthly appointments with her. I am happy that the barber school manager helped me out by sharing this program, giving me an unlikely referral. Gabrielle has also benefited from the Young Families Connect program.  She has finished all of the required classes in areas such as parenting and other meetings that participants attend.  She too has attended school thanks to the help of this program (although she has her work schedule has recently prevented her from attending). I really feel like Young Families Connect has helped us to meet our goals and help us to see our lives come together.

Young Families Connect and Beyond

The Young Families Connect program has helped me grow in so many ways. I feel that the program has helped me feel more comfortable and confident with talking to people more confidently. I have also learned how to live a healthier lifestyle as an example to my boys. My healthier lifestyle includes modeling healthy relationships and healthy nutrition.

In the Young Families Connect program, I was able to be apart of the parenting series with other parents. I got a chance to see how other parents act with their kids. This group series has helped me think about how I act with my boys. I have finished the parenting series understanding that whooping my kids (like I used to when they were acting up) is not how I want to discipline them. From this series, I learned that kids think that whoopings are scary. Kids do not behave well because of the whooping but out of fear. I don’t want my kids to feel like I am being mean to them by whooping them. I also don’t want to whoop the kids and then they treat other people in a mean way because of how I discipline them at home. Those two boys- they are my heart. Now, I ask questions to understand how they are feeling. Asking questions also helps them to understand their own feelings. Now, they are listening better and I am not having to constantly talk to them to correct their behavior. It’s not always easy but parenting is a growing process. I am learning something new all the time!

The nutrition series of the program has helped me to make some changes to what we eat in our household. I have cut down on eating sweets in our household, teaching the boys that the sugar in drinks and candy isn’t good for our health. I explain to them that sugar messes up our teeth and causes cavities. I try to cook healthier meals instead of eating fast food all the time. Now, I bake my food and make sure we are exercising together as a family. We do pushups, run and play when we can. I like to get those boys nice and tired but I personally feel much healthier since I have been in this program.

Now, I am graduating from Young Families Connect and the barber school program at Robeson Community College. Gabrielle and I plan to move from our current home which is the same home she had when we met. We are repairing a home we just bought for our family. I have been going there everyday after school to work on this new home. We are excited! I am focused on continuing to build a healthy relationship with my family and take care of my health. I want to reach the new goals I have made for myself and family. My next steps are to move into this home Gabrielle and I just bought; work as a barber full time; and in five years, open my own shop. My life-long plan is to support my community by investing in programs like the barber school program at Robeson Community College and Young Families Connect. I want to be a role model to newcomers to each of these programs, showing that success comes from hard work, dedication, and with support from folks like Ms. Virginia, Ms. Cicely and all the other workers (in YFC). This program truly cares about the families in this community.

Amanda, a YOUNG MOM, this is my story.

Amanda, 18 lives in Wayne County, North Carolina with her husband Jack* and their son Zachary (21 months)

As told to Jasmine Getrouw-Moore, Young Families Connect Media Outreach Coordinator (January 2017).

*Name changed for confidentiality

Meet Amanda

Amanda is a two year veteran of the Young Families Connect program. Amanda, her husband Jack* and their son Zachary have learned essential skills in the program, from early infant and childhood development to the ABCs of safe sleep: Always alone, on his Back to sleep, in a Crib or sleep space of his own. During the next few weeks, Amanda will share her story about being a young, expectant mom with her (then) fiancé Jack (now husband). Amanda talks about the sadness of having lost one child and the fear of the tragedy re-occurring. Amanda also shares how her support team (her family and Young Families Connect program) helped her to get through this period of anxiety. Enjoy your reading!

Starting a New Family

My boyfriend at the time, Jack*, and I started living together ever since I was fifteen. We actually had a pregnancy before our son Zachary which ended in a miscarriage. That was one of the most difficult things I’ve had to deal with, but nine months later I found out I was pregnant was Zach. We were scared, happy… so many emotions combined in one. We planned Zachary. I was in high school, Jack* was working. I had some health issues (polycystic ovaries and endometriosis) so I had been told that if I wanted to have a healthy pregnancy, I would have to have a baby at a younger age. Since we were planning to get married we decided to plan our son. My mom even knew I was pregnant before I did! She said “you’re pregnant, I know you are!”

I decided to take a pregnancy test because I noticed a stretch mark on my side! Something told me to get tested – I knew my body well so I knew what was up! I went from being excited about being a parent to being scared after thinking about our first loss. It had been nine months since this loss. When the pregnancy test confirmed that I was pregnant, I went to school the next day and spoke to my guidance counselor about the news. My guidance counselor and I developed a fast pace curriculum which helped me to graduate that year (a year early). I took classes online and at school during the school year.

Young Families Connect

I learned about Young Families Connect (YFC) from Ms. Diana and another staff person. Both were doing an informational presentation about the YFC program at my high school during the time I was pregnant. I liked how YFC emphasized education and how they would support participants’ education. I was already pregnant so I called Ms. Diana and have been going ever since! Ms. Diana is AWESOME! My pregnancy was pretty easy – no bouts of depression or mood swings. My family was so supportive that I didn’t feel like I had any real complications – except during my third trimester. I couldn’t control what was going on within my body. My blood pressure was through the roof which meant I had to leave school and stay home on bedrest. I was induced at 37 weeks.

During my pregnancy, I had a wonderful support system, my mom, grandmom, my husband and the Young Families Connect group. Everyone was extremely supportive. I knew that if I ever needed anything there would always be someone there to help me. If I ever needed anybody to talk to, if I ever felt stressed out, I could just vent with my family and Young Families Connect program. My case manager, Ms. Diana, helped me get into a Certified Nursing Assistant program and think about how I wanted to live my life by setting important life goals.

Expecting Zachary

When I was pregnant with Zach, I had three medical appointments because of the doctor’s concern with my blood pressure. I was induced at 37 weeks but was only 5 centimeters dilated after 26 hours. That’s when they told me I was going to have a C-section. It was almost 18 hours before I was able to see Zachary. When I finally saw him, I was filled with pure excitement and love. I was happy to know that I was finally able to make it happen – to have my baby! My husband was so supportive the whole way.

When we were preparing to bring Zachary home, we had a few scares. One issue was that we were having a hard time getting him to eat. The doctors kept an eye on the matter but couldn’t tell us what the source of the problem was. Knowing something was wrong with my baby without knowing the cause or condition was very stressful. We continued to think about the loss of our first baby and how we needed to keep Zachary healthy. Jack and I were both extremely concerned about our baby – but no one ever confirmed what the health condition was.

As this situation was going on, I couldn’t help but also think about all of the things I had heard in my Young Families Connect group such as Sudden Infant Death Syndrome, infant development and safety. Instead of sleeping, I would just watch Zachary sleep. We were able to take him home eventually where our family members were supporting us emotionally. The Young Families Connect team supported us by visiting us in the hospital, reminding us that they are always here for us. Ms. Donna was calling everyday to make sure we were doing okay, had transportation, checking on our basic and more complex needs. This really gave us a sense of relief.

Young Families Connect and Beyond

Since enrolling in Young Families Connect, I enrolled in the Certified Nursing Assistant I (CAN-I) program and have since completed that program. I then enrolled in the Certified Nursing Assistance II. I completed the Certified Nursing Assistant series when Zachary was 4 months old. Now I am working full time as a CNA-II. I really value my support system – my family, Young Families Connect and the group support from the program. I also appreciate being able to tell my story today, whereas before I was shy and less able to talk in groups.

The skills I’ve learned from the program have even been used in my work setting. I am more outgoing and able to talk to patients at the hospital I work in. I feel comfortable being able to support another young mom by giving her valuable advice and guidance. To date, I have sent many of my friends to the program where they have had a place to talk, to share their fears and dreams. Additionally, I have become a much more confident mother. I appreciate how smart and advanced Zachary is, how well he is developing and my relationship with him. I credit Young Families Connect for this growth. Even though I am graduating from the program, I am still focusing on my goals, one of the most important self-development parts of the program. In a year from now, I see myself in nursing school. Luckily, I have a good job that will pay for my education. I am proud to be in Young Families Connect and proud to have worked with Ms. Donna and Ms. Diana.

I am Sabrina, A YOUNG MOM, and this is my story.

Sabrina lives in Rockingham County with her partner, Joshua, and four children: Kaley (8), Hunter (6), Cayden (5), and Kolbie (2 months).

As told to Jasmine Getrouw-Moore, Young Families Connect Media Outreach Coordinator (November 2016).

*Names changed for confidentiality

Coming to Know Young Families Connect

I first found out about Young Families Connect (YFC) while I was in the Incredible Years parenting classes at Rockingham Partnership for Children. When the series was over, the YFC staff called and asked if I was interested in joining and I said,” yeah okay!” I’ve been a participant ever since, two years now. To be honest, I was initially in the parenting class because of a dispute between my ex(Kaley’s father) and me. Bob* and I, plus my boyfriend, Joshua, and my ex’s current wife were all supposed to take these classes but only Joshua and I completed the series.

Joshua is co-parenting all four of my children with me. However, my daughter Kaley lives with me half-time and with her dad and stepmother half-time.

Prior to taking the parenting classes, Kaley’s dad Bob*, stepmom (Sarah*) and I had a very hectic relationship. In fact, Sarah* even created a story that Kaley wasn’t my child and that she was Kaley’s birth mother. I think she created all kinds of drama to try to get me out of the picture. The Department of Social Services got involved, which is how I ended up having to take parenting classes to begin with. Sarah* also would block my communication with Bob* which really complicated how he and I co-parented Kaley. That was a very troubling time and we are still dealing with some of the stress from that period as we continue to co-parent in a blended family. But overall things are getting better!

Co-Parenting with a Blended Family

Because of the drama, we put Kaley in counseling when she was about six years old. It confirmed that Kaley was being manipulated by Sarah, Kaley’s stepmom. However the counselor informed us that there was nothing she could do about this. For example, Kaley calls me “Sabrina” instead of “Mom” and when I’ve asked her why she started doing this, she has said that if she doesn’t call me “Sabrina” then she would get a whooping. I understand that Kaley doesn’t have any control here, and so I have told her to do what she needs to do. But this is very hurtful to me. In fact, it has increased my anxiety.

This situation has not been easy at all! I have been resourceful in getting help including taking anxiety mediation. Luckily, the Incredible Years Parenting classes and Kaley’s counseling all took place at the same time (a little over two years ago) and both have been helpful tools for coping with this situation.

There are differences in my household and Kaley’s dad’s household. Here is what I do:

• I try to reinforce Kaley’s positive behaviors by having a positive relationship with her.
• I don’t ground her and punish her.
• I try to set aside special mom and daughter time.
• I remind Kaley that I am her mom and I gave birth to her. I show her pictures of us from her infancy.

My boyfriend Josh and I have been taking it day by day, really. Some things really stuck with me from the parenting classes like:

• My situation isn’t necessarily the worse situation.
• Pick your battles – do not snap or get mad at every little thing.
• Regardless of how bad it may seem, I can change my situation by applying the tools I’ve gotten from these programs.

After taking the parenting classes, my relationship with Bob* has improved and Sarah* is no longer intercepting our communication. However, Kaley is still suffering from all of the drama that took place previously. Kaley knows I am her mother and which roles all of the adults in her life play, but I feel her nerves are shot. She is doing what she must to live in her father’s house.

As a result of all of this, it’s been a bit difficult to parent my sons they way I’d like. Kaley not living here full time makes our family structure a little complicated, but we make sure we are getting all of our kids out and about, participating in karate (Hunter and Cayden) and having family time. Hunter (who is 6 years old) has a speech delay, Attention Deficit Hyperactive Disorder (ADHD) and Oppositional Defiance Disorder (ODD). Daphne, my Young Families Connect Case Manager has been exceptional with connecting us to resources for Hunter to get him all the help he needs.

Feeling Empowered

When I joined Young Families Connect (YFC), I felt empowered by Daphne, my case manager. I liked how the YFC program had different kinds of get-togethers which allowed my kids to play with kids from other families. I have also been able to connect with other participants in the program. Sometimes we connect outside of our YFC facilitated group time and we have expanded our social circle as a result!

When I joined YFC, I wasn’t pregnant with Kolbie yet. In fact, my initial goals then were to become a better parent, lose weight, control my temper, and obtain a college degree. My plans derailed slightly because instead of losing weight, I gained a pregnancy. I had to rethink that plan! Instead, I focused on having a healthier lifestyle and healthy pregnancy. During my pregnancy, YFC staff provided me with a new crib, reassured me that they would be there for me as much as they could. I learned how to control my temper while I was pregnant. Some of the drama with Bob* and Sarah* were continuing during my pregnancy with Kolbie. I really feel like they were purposefully trying to sabotage my pregnancy with all of this drama. For example, Bob* and Sarah* were telling Kaley that Kolbie wasn’t Josh’s baby. I mean, really, they told my daughter this. I knew I couldn’t allow them the control over my pregnancy by entertaining this drama. I was able to transfer my energy from Bob* and Sarah* to my support with Young Families Connect.

Making Plans and Taking Action

Young Families Connect (YFC) has been so helpful to me in meeting my goals: controlling my temper, parenting, and obtaining a college degree. Daphne has helped me by showing me different strategies for calming myself down before I react. I especially make an effort to take time to breathe and to share what’s on my mind with a loved one who is not immediately involved in the matter I am reacting to. This loved one is usually my grandmother. I also try my best to bite my lip! Everything does not need a response! This goes hand-in-hand with what I learned about calming techniques in the parenting class, the Incredible Years, which was very helpful for improving my parenting skills.

I have reduced the amount of sugary foods and drinks my family and I have in our home. I have increased my cooking at home using some of the ideas that Daphne and YFC shared with us. The kids listened to Daphne’s suggestions for healthy eating which helped my healthy lifestyle goal. By the time I went into labor with Kolbie I thought it was going to be very easy, but it was actually pretty difficult. One of the things I most clearly remember, is my C-Section. I felt knots and pulling and tearing and then he was born. This is Baby Number Four so this isn’t new to me! The kids were excited about Kolbie, but Hunter took a while to catch on. With the addition of Kolbie in our lives, we have increased the level of structure with more detailed scheduling. Doing things like adhering to our dinner schedule and helping the kids become more independent makes my job a lot easier.

One of my goals was to obtain a college degree. I only had six months left to finish my Bachelor’s degree in information technology (IT) but I ran out of funding. My next step towards this goal is to get a job which will pay for the rest of my schooling. Right now, I am a stay-at-home mom to cut down on childcare costs. I plan to finish in the next year and half. I would like to put a large deposit on my education so that I am not relying on student loans. I ultimately want to finish school, buy some land to build a house (in about three years) and give my kids their own space! I am happy to say that I have an interview tomorrow as a live chat agent. This way I can work and stay home with Kolbie. My plan is already in action – work responsibly, save appropriately and take the next right steps to reach my goals.

To young women who need a resource like Young Families Connect – a note from Sabrina:

As I think back to my life before Young Families Connect and think about other young women and men who are in similar situations, I want to finally state that if a young woman is in need, please look for and use every resource you possibly can, starting with Young Families Connect. Daphne has been awesome. She is absolutely amazing to me and my family. She has been caring, thoughtful, and comforting. I am so grateful for her. She is always there and if I need resources she is quick to respond. Daphne allows me to reflect on my thoughts and shares her perspective when asked, instead of telling me what to do all the time. She has been a pillar of support for me and I cannot say that enough.

I am Britttany, a Young Mom, and this is my story.

Brittany, 25 lives in Wayne County with her daughter Za’Niyah (8) and Jaceon (2). 

As told to Jasmine Getrouw-Moore, Young Families Connect Media Outreach Coordinator (November 2016). 

Catching up with Busy Brittany

In Brittany’s previous blog we learned about how she discovered the Young Families Connect program.  Additionally, Brittany shared intimate details of her pregnancy, labor delivery with Jaceon in contrast to her experience with her daughter, Za’Niyah.  Furthermore, Brittany shared her work/life balance: how she juggles being a mom of two young children and working to support her family. In this update, Brittany shares what changes have occurred since our last discussion, like changes with her children, family relationships and goals.  Whew! Brittany is busy!  In addition to Brittany’s role as mom, student and employee, Brittany shares (below) how she and her children lived through Hurricane Matthew in early October 2016. 

Notes on #HurricaneMatthew from Brittany:

I left my apartment on Sunday, October 9^th and I didn’t get home until Thursday night, October 13^th. The hurricane didn’t affect my apartment but I was in the Dudley, NC area where I couldn’t go home because the roads to Goldsboro were flooded!  I ended up staying at my parent’s house with my children, Jaceon and Za’Niyah.  The children didn’t show any fear or ask any questions; I don’t think the hurricane affected them much but some of my friends and family were definitely affected.  I was affected.  My coworkers, work life and clients at my home ehalth job were affected. And finally, my school and classwork was affected by the hurricane.  My home health job was affected because 1) I was unable to get to work because of the flooding which means I didn’t get paid!  2) without a home health aid clients are without the care they need.  That can put a strain on the agency.  I was, however, able to get to my 2^nd job on Sunday, October 16^th and return to my home health job on Monday, October 17^th.  Even though my routine was off track, I am okay and my children are okay.  We are all okay.

Challenges of Parenting

Some things have changed since last time we talked- my support system, family relationships like that of Za’Niyah and Jaceon.  To begin, we have recently celebrated Jaceon’s 2^nd birthday by hosting a party in the park with family and friends.  He enjoyed it until I smashed his face in his birthday cake.  He got upset.  I think I might do it again next year but I don’t know yet! (laughs).  Za’Niyah helped me with preparing for the party; she kept Jaceon busy while I set up by playing with him during my planning and organizing time.  Jaceon plays all day. He is a terrible two but he is getting better and is talking more and clearer. I’m trying to get them to get along because they argue and fight every day. I’m not really doing anything about it. I just yell at them and then soon after they are at it again. It’s mainly my son, he tries to be a bully. I have tried to redirect him and let him know what he can’t do. He says “no.”  Everything is now running smoothly. It’s not like it was when he was first born.

Since last time we talked, Za’Niyah has transitioned to a new elementary school where she wasn’t doing well since she had become a big sister to Jaceon.  At her old school, she used to talk and play because kids from our neighborhood attended school with her.  I feel like she wanted to talk and play because she was so familiar with the kids from the neighborhood that she didn’t realize that school was not the place for that kind of all-day interaction with friends.  She had an “I’m going to do what I want to do” attitude. Now that she is at a new school, considered out of district, she is doing well since she doesn’t know the kids or the teachers. She is transitioning well and even has a new best friend.  Za’Niyah is really starting to buckle down because now she has to take the EOG and I think she is nervous about that. She is more like “Okay, I’m going to get it together and be good in school.”

Unlike before, I really don’t feel like I have a strong family support system.  My mom was the main support person from my family but now she doesn’t want to babysit when I need her to.  This really affects my weekend work schedule.  I currently have weekday childcare, so I’m not experiencing this issue during the week but due to my mom not babysitting on weekends, I have to either leave early from work or not go in at all.  This means, I miss hours and have less pay because I am an hourly employee on weekends.  I hope this changes soon!

Jaceon, Jaceon’s Dad

Out of the blue, Jaceon dad’s side of the family reached out to me in hopes to establish a relationship with Jaceon.  Since we had been talking, I decided to visit them while I was in Greenville where we met at their house so they can meet Jaceon and we can talk.  This would have been the first time Jaceon would have met that side of the family, to date, he has only met a couple of his dad’s family members.  This meeting didn’t go to well.  For one, Jaceon’s dad showed up unexpectedly- I assume someone in his family told him I was coming over.  Next thing I know he pulled up and everything when downhill from there.  When his dad showed up we almost got into a fight twice. He just walked in and asked “Why are you here?” I explained that his parents reached out to me. He wasn’t listening to me and I wasn’t listening to him. We were just arguing back and forth with no communication. I almost punched him in the face.

Since that incident, I rarely speak to his family but Jaceon’s dad actually called to apologize to me about the whole situation and still it’s just been a rollercoaster with him.  A recurring issue is the DNA test.  Earlier in my pregnancy, I was with another partner when I was pregnant and I told Jaceon’s dad that was not jaceon’s father.  This is what may have created this anger from Jaceon’s dad toward me.  Jaceon’s grandparents want a relationship with him but need to make sure Jaceon is their grandson before getting close to him.  I don’t have any doubts Jaceon is his dad’s child. The other guy I was with took a paternity test proving that he wasn’t my son’s dad.  Jaceon’s dad has been saying he’ll do the test and that he wants to be a father to Jaceon but no action.  No test.  I keep thinking that we could have confirmed his doubts over a year and a half ago but like a said, it’s been a rollercoaster.  I really want o make sure that Jaceon has his dad in his life as his primary male role model.  I mean, Za’Niyah has her dad, I see the positive benefits of having a dad around when I see Za’Niyah her dad.  I really want that for Jaceon.  I’m not concerned with financial child support as much as I am concerned about Jaceon having extended love, support, care and nurture from all of his family. In the meantime, I am trying to concentrate on school, work and doing all that I can to support my family.

Busy Brittany: Mom, Student, Worker and More!

I will finish with my current certificate program in December.  Before, I shared that I was in school for the CNA II program but I had to stop attending the program once we started to do clinicals due to a required background check I was unable to pass.  Since then, I chose another program “Health Unit Coordinating” which is preparing me to work in a medical facility and register patients along with other administrative work in healthcare.  The health unit coordinating program is all online and doesn’t require me to do any clinical work.  This bought me some time while working to get my charges cleared.  Classes are going good but I’m more of a face to face learner versus online learning. My test scores could be better but overall I’m passing. I haven’t spent much time studying at all.  I just go over my work and old quizzes to help me study.  Honestly, as a single mom without much help or support, it is really hard to study and get my work done with two active children.  I just don’t have the drive to study. I try to stay focused on the end goal, to be able to work one full time job and I still think about my interests in pursuing a degree in nursing.  Next, I want to continue my plan to get my CNA II which would help me move toward my goal in becoming a registered nurse.  All this will have to happen after my background is cleared.  Sometimes, I feel very overwhelmed but in the end I know it will be okay. Ms. Diana and the Young Families Connect team are always there for me to talk about what’s going on with me, how I feel, share when I’m overwhelmed.  Right now, I’m trying to move forward and figure out which next step will be right step and strive to be great parent to Za’Niyah and Jaceon. I do talk to Ms. Diana and she gives me great feedback. I’m trying to move forward and figure out my next step as well as trying to be a great parent to Za’Niyah and Jaceon.

Ariel, 23, lives in Rockingham County with her husband, Juan, and their daughter Faith, 3 years old and son Liam, 1 year.   

As told to Jasmine Getrouw-Moore, Young Families Connect Media Outreach Coordinator (September 2016).

*Name changed for confidentiality 

Seeking Solutions

When I joined Young Families Connect (YFC) last year, I already had my daughter, Faith, who was two and my son Liam who was a newborn.  With both of my pregnancies, I experienced postpartum depression which made thing hard.  I was still in my baby blues stage while dealing with a two year old who was going through the “Terrible Twos” stage.  The way I was dealing with Faith then was by yelling at her in an effort to get her full attention.  I felt pretty badly about this because I was yelling a lot. I also noticed her behavior was becoming more frustrating to me and my yelling was causing her to be a little scared.   

After Liam was born, I ignored how I was feeling – keeping my depression and fears inside. But, by comparison, the post-partum depression I experienced with Liam was a bit different mainly because I had on-hand support from my family.  My mother’s involvement during that time was very helpful.  She also encouraged me to find and use local community resources and to participate in local parenting classes because she thought I was such a young mother.   

During that time my sister-in-law, Jackie,* was already enrolled in Young Families Connect (YFC) and taking classes.  I decided to take action and take my mother up on her suggestion.  One day, when Jackie was talking about going to the Incredible Years parenting class, I asked her if I could come.  She welcomed me to attend. I attended and enjoyed it!  I found the class especially interesting since I was a young mom raising two young children.   

It has been about a year since that first visit.  After going to the class with Jackie, I decided to attend a “Parenting Over Pizza” session with the YFC group and immediately connected with a Case Manager who arranged a home visit with me.  Looking back, a turning point in my life was visiting the Incredible Years class. But it was really the staff – Dawn, Daphne and others that were so amazing!  They have been here for me emotionally, and the classes have been an excellent support for me as a young mother.  When I joined YFC, I decided to focus on the things that would support my personal development because I wanted to model the lifestyle I wanted for my children.  The areas I decided to work on were positive parenting, healthy weight and school. 

Goal-Setting

After joining the Young Families Connect (YFC) program and attending a few meetings, I felt like the YFC Program could really help me do some amazing things.  I appreciate how YFC has classes for participants that help motivate and encourage participants to reach personal goals.     

With the help of my Case Manager I was able to identify three goals to focus on. I also created some action steps to help me meet those goals:  

1. Parenting positively 
2. Healthy weight/lifestyle 
3. Pursuing school to be a certified interpreter or nurse 

Parenting positively: My primary goal in YFC was to polish my parenting skills, to be a good mom and to have more patience in dealing with my kids.  I like that each class that YFC facilitates is totally family-centered, meaning they focus each session on positive parenting.   

Healthy Weight/Lifestyle: Another goal for me was to have a healthy weight/healthy lifestyle.  I wanted to be able to lose some weight. Through YFC I was able to learn new ways to prepare my meals and to modify ingredients to make them healthier.  As a group, my peers and I went on walks with our YFC team and measured our distance using a pedometer.  I also learned the correct portion sizes of food – what I need versus what I want.  

School: I have wanted to go back to school but at this point Liam is only one year old.  Juan* and I decided that we would not put him in daycare now. I will wait to pursue my academic goals when Liam is a little older.   

Taking it Day-by-Day 

I recognize that creating goals for myself is a way for me to create a blueprint for my life.  I have not totally accomplished all of my goals yet but I have been taking things day-by-day.  I appreciate the growth I’ve made and recognize the challenges.  Having the connection t YFC program staff and my peers in the program and the classes I’ve participated in, has really helped me to work through challenges such as my postpartum depression and my goal to maintain a healthy lifestyle.   

Parenting positively: Looking back on the last year, I have made a huge change.  With the help of my YFC Case Managers and my participation in the Parents As Teachers program (in partnership with YFC at Rockingham Partnership for Children), I have had the benefit of having an in-home case manager who has worked with me on my positive parenting goal.  It’s not been easy.  Faith is now a three year old  who is very active and requires attention like any three year old. Liam is  developing into an active toddler.   

While I proudly live the values of the parenting programs I’ve been in, I am constantly working on myself.  Now, I find myself speaking to Faith and not yelling at her (the old way).  My patience has increased and I listen to and more aware of Faith’s and Liam’s needs.  I try to show that I am here for them and support them.  I now have the tools to be able to communicate better with Liam as he grows.  Every day I use the tools I’ve gained with my children and have a clearer understanding of how  to calm myself down.  I know that my reaction to Faith is a model for how she is going to act.  I also understand the power of play – that doing something as simple as taking 10 minutes to play makes a huge difference in my children’s overall behavior.   

Healthy weight/lifestyle:  In the beginning I was losing weight because I was using the skills I learned to take better care of myself.  I have not been doing this as much lately but I am still proud to say that I have gained an awareness of how to take good care of myself.  For example, by doing daily activities such as cooking, cleaning and walking around the house I am using physical energy.   

Some of the supportive ways in which YFC has helped me to maintain a healthier lifestyle has been the cooking class where we learned how to make a frittata and about appropriate portion sizes.  I have also been walking with my kids when we go to the park where my husband plays soccer.   

The main thing I’ve learned is the smallest things I do are still important in my healthy lifestyle.  It’s an everyday process that I plan to continue to work on day-by-day! 

Family Vibes and Looking Ahead

I have been using the tools I’ve gained in the Young Families Connect Program (YFC) to educate my loved ones like my husband, Juan.  Juan hasn’t been able to participate in many YFC classes with me due to his heavy work schedule, but I try to share with him all of the knowledge I have gained from my YFC involvement.  He listens to what I’m saying once he sees that these tools work.   

Generally speaking, support from my family during my YFC participation has been outstanding from my sister-in-law, Jackie, and my mother.  I am happy to have learned about the program through Jackie and also happy to have received some encouragement to engage with community resources from my mom.  My mom is really happy about my participation in the YFC program, my use of newly learned parenting skills, and my connection to peers in the program.  Family members have commented on my communication style with Faith Compared to last year they say they have noticed I don’t do much yelling, that Faith is much calmer and throws fewer tantrums.   

While I have been in the program, I have noted that I should not expect my family members to adopt the exact same parent-child dynamic that I have learned through YFC.  I know that grandparents express their love for their grandkids by simply spoiling their grandkids.  I have learned not to let that frustrate me especially since my parents aren’t living close by.     

In the near future, I want to continue to be a positive parent to both of my children.  I also want to continue to work on some of my other goals such as healthy eating and returning to school.  I have one more year with YFC and I plan to use this time well.  I appreciate that the YFC staff continuously connects participants to resources and finds ways to help participants like me meet our goals.  I am looking forward to all the classes we have, specifically the Love Notes relationship series, and any classes we have when our children are involved.  Even when I graduate from YFC, I plan to always be around to use the resource and be a resource person for others. I am proud to be connected to YFC!  

Photo by La’Jeana Leftenant
Durham, NC

Here we see a dad preparing to feed his daughter homemade baby food. By pureeing organic fruits and veggies on their own, these young parents are thinking proactively about their baby’s health while also being cost effective. This dad is engaged in his daughter’s day-to-day life, and is an active partner in her care.

Photo by Hadiyyah Kent
Durham, NC

This image is one of unity during the transition to parenthood through a low-intervention labor and birth, with good results for mom and baby. It shows that dad is in the picture, and that it “takes two” through out the whole process, from start to finish.